If I am considered the aggressor and liable by them, I would lose custody in a CPS domestic abuse case if I can apply for divorce.

I was arrested for domestic abuse and my son was taken away because the protection plan was not implemented by my husband. The argument is against me because this was my first arrest ever, because they deem me an aggressor. I ‘m meeting all court orders and service completion. My husband is also not doing what is suggested to thisculate claim in therapy or CPS. I just believe it’s not a safe place for my son, but if I file they can give my son to him, I’m screened because the case is against me. Help, please